I know i was wrong
and then all it was gone
In all that fights i loved u even more
But never showed u even once
So u never understood me
Amidst all that despair and glee
I know u loved me a bit
And u thought i was not ready for it
But i was always only after u
And u never knew
I was just pulling your legs wide
And u thought i was not on your side
I am sorry for everything
But u are not listening to anything
Now all u do is ignore
My heart weeping more and more
I wanted u and i want u as my own
But u have left me alone
Buried in the hands of despair
This heart will never repair
Blown away by the winds of change
Smithereened to specks of crap
Battered, mauled and charred
Are the dark and dank innards
Life has turned blue
And u have no clue
I took u for granted
Now i am not wanted
I paid a heavy price
Nothing but love would suffice
I was really very callous
To turn away from you
And now my life is caliginous
Without the same you
It was the greatest blunder i did
To ever let go of you
You are the one who reigns my heart
But everything has fallen apart
You are the elixir of my life
Without you, i dunno how will i survive
You are everything i dream of
Life without you is very tough
You are the one who made me know
How love begins to flow
You are the one responsible
For the beautiful memories ,i still hold on
You are the impeccable angel
I will go on loving forever
I miss u more than the deserts
Have needed the rain
I love u more than the skies
Have kissed the stars
I want u more than the blind
Have longed for sight
I pray for u more than the hapless
Have implored for a wonder
I cherish for u more than the childless
Have craved for a baby
I will love u as in earth or heaven alike
For i love u more than my life
The tears are scalding hot and wet
I try but cannot help it
But things can be set right
If u try to sense my plight
We can start and make a new beginning
I vow nothing can go wrong this time
I resolute to be a new man
To drain out all your pain
Never ever will i let you cry
Yours shall be the glee and forever joy
I beg to you for a second chance
And i will die to make your life the best it can be
PSYCHEDELIC LOVE
The Unexpected
Its not for the first time
Happening over and over again
The silent echoes of the heart
Of the inmutable cries of pain
Of harrowing unbelongingness
Of irrefutable strings of detachment
Of the growing rage of unwantedness
Of the pinching growth of nonchalance
Of the appaling act of hoodwinking
Of the unforgettable acts of oblivion
Of the loathes of solitude
Why does it happen to me ??
Again and again it happens
like a thunder in the sky
like an avalanche in the hills
like a tempest in the sea
like a fire in the woods
like a storm in the desert
like a sword through the heart
like a chill in the spine
like a needle in the eye
like a stab in the back
like a thorn in the neck
why does it happen to me??
It refuses to cease
My heart unapologetically crashes
With all the irrevocable desires
of the enchanted face
of the glowing eyes
of the velvety hands
of the crawling hairs
of the purest heart
of the soft caresses
of the warm cuddles
of the silent kiss
of the perfumed breath
why does it happen to me ??
